Friday, September 19, 2008

just because the air stinks doesn't mean i'm gonna stop breathing

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

sleep... brain off ...

Monday, September 15, 2008

at home playing with AJ.......w00t!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

has got entirely too much shit!

Friday, September 12, 2008

... finally got some sleep ...

Monday, September 8, 2008

Dream Well....


so a few days ago I was driving around with my daughter in the back of my Jeep. I don't know how she does it, but she finds a way to fall asleep with a loud exhaust and the top off. While I was driving through Bay Shore, I saw a gas station that was fenced in and borded up. I don't know why but I glanced over to read the grafetti on the wall. Maybe it was because there wasn't much to it. It was just two words. "Dream Well". I had to stop and take a picture. I got back into the car with my little girl and headed home. 
You know it's funny, so many times I pass by words written in cement. It's usually someone's name or a date. My father actually placed his hand in a run off my grandfather made years ago, and that's there forever. It never really made any sense to me, but I guess it's some form of immortality. Leaving your mark for the world to see forever, or at least until the cement is gone. I commented once while walking that someone had chosen those moments to write FUCK in the ground. I love the word. I truly do. I think it's great and fun to use. Though I think if I was had that moment ( I've never been lucky enough to pass a slab of unattended, freshly poured cement) I wouldn't choose that word. I'd want to write something like a date, my daughter's name, or a slogan or something. 
So back to "Dream Well". I found myself staring at my daughter through the rearview on the ride home thinking those two words over and over. Then I thought of how I'd love to tell her that and I want to remember it. So now, to those I love and care about I've decided to pass that information along. I am not sure why it hit me the way it did. Maybe it was because I've got a lot of great dreams up in my noggin, that at almost 30 years old are coming true, or at least seem closer to coming true. Maybe it's because there are a lot of them, that are still dreams. Maybe it's because I've said so much about living in the moment while you are doing things that I kind of forgot about how valuable little things like laying down at night and dreaming can be as well. So to quote a shirt I saw recently that because of these spray painted words of wisdom, I want even more. 

carpe noctem 

Sunday, September 7, 2008

had a pretty damn good week!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

should just stay in bed today

Friday, September 5, 2008

can't stop thinking ...............

Thursday, September 4, 2008

brain off.....

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

When work feels overwhelming, remember that you're going to die
....brain off......sleep

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

had a pretty damn good day